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[ugh_emotions]

[Surprisingly quickly after the arrival of the recommended reading, a typed rant appears on the bulletin board. It is not signed.]

This Twilight book is fucking terrible and here is why:

• It's boring
  
• It's a stupid romance
  
• Uses way to much of that thing where like, things are emphasised a lot. Hyperbolic, or whatever
  
• Story structure is shit, most of it is about the stupid boring romance with the stupid boring characters, and then hostiles appear out of nowhere without even one scene ominously hinting about their existence
  
• Planetary Security in this place sucks
  
• The stupid fucking love interest Edward also sucks and is clearly hostile
  
• If Bella has to have a stupid love interested she should pick someone less likely to murder her
  
• He admits to wanting to eat her
  
• He breaks and enters into her sleeping quarters, as well as other clear stalking behaviours
  
• Seriously he keeps going on about how much he wants to eat Bella, what the fuck
  
• Why is she not concerned about this, does she want to fucking die
  
• Bella is also terrible. And boring.
  
• (Also Edward liking her smell is disgusting, that's just gross)
  
• The hostiles that arrived at the end distracted from the stupid romance plot, so I guess that sucked slightly less than the rest of the book, but it was still badly written and fucking stupid

In conclusion: it sucks.

Comments

[ugh_emotions]

I don't know. Sometimes knowing doesn't really help.

I've never had anything like that happen to me, though. Just memory wipes.

[codeswitchcraft]

As far as I understand it, I don't think I recorded any memories during my time as a character bot who gave quests and sometimes talked to the Players in the simulation, even though I know from Thorne that I did that for seven years. So all of my memories before Waking Up are of things that never really happened and the things that really happened I can't remember. Though I suppose it was really just me asking people to do the same thing over and over again...

[ugh_emotions]

Ugh. That sounds fucking annoying. I'd hate that, it says. Both the 'asking people to do the same thing over and over again' part, and the 'having memories that never happened'.

Why don't you delete fake memories?

[codeswitchcraft]

Siobhan is quiet for another long stretch.

Because even though they're fake, they're part of what makes me who I am. And... even knowing they never happened, they're still precious to me. Maybe it's stupid. It probably is stupid. But I don't want to lose them.

(Also I don't know how to delete my memories. But even if i did know how to, I don't think I would.)

[ugh_emotions]

SecUnit doesn't really get that. It wouldn't want to keep fake memories. But there's a lot of things about Siobhan it doesn't really get.

Alright.